3 June

”It is good to have an end to journey toward; but it is the journey that matters, in the end.” Ursula K. LeGuin

Starting a new relationship has been the start of a new leg of my journey. This is a path where I could not imagine what the future would or could hold as it began. But as time goes on I am beginning to be able to see things I would like to see happen in the future. Yet I have to be cautious about focusing too much on the future as it can take me away from the present. A new romantic relationship is a complicated endeavour of its own accord. Add in children on both sides of the equation, and it quickly can seem overwhelming. It is taking a good deal of effort on my own part to continue living day by day, and keeping my awareness of all the people involved, not only my own selfish interests. I am grateful to be developing a relationship with a person who I am totally honest with, who supports me in my recovery and especially in my spirituality. I am thankful that my Higher Power has brought this person into my life and that I am working at growing a healthy connection with another person. All this change within from the steps has crossed boundaries in how I can tackle this new intimacy. The adventure awaits!

Affirmation There is much for me to learn in all that is new, and I will be willing to move slowly and enjoy the ride, rather than wanting to fast-forward to the ending.