August 25

”Forward, as occasion offers. Never look round to see whether any shall note it. Be satisfied with success in even the smallest matter and think that even such a result is no trifle.” Marcus Aurelius

Some days when I reflect at the end of it all it can be hard to find any progress I have made. I need to learn to be gentler. Even small things like resisting a trigger, not contacting someone from my past or censoring something I was going to say that is not healthy are achievements in my recovery. Even small victories deserve recognition. I also need to stop waiting for the world to cheer because I am in recovery…my Higher Power knows, my sponsor knows, and those who matter most in my life know. The goal is to keep putting one foot in front of the other, to continue my voyage through the process of the 12 Steps to the best of my ability. Each day of sobriety and serenity is a brick removed from the wall built by my addiction to keep me from my spiritual well-being. Life is not a game to be played too lightly and certainly my recovery is not something to be taken for granted. It will continue only as long as I continue to work my program, reach out for help, show gratitude and trust in my Higher Power.

Affirmation I will be thankful for whatever progress I make today, no matter how small.