”The gem cannot be polished without
friction, nor the man perfected without trials.”
Chinese Proverb
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It’s
not easy facing some of the consequences of our addictive past. Whereas we
used to hide from our problems and the realities of life by turning to our
addiction, in recover we’re forced to meet things head-on. And I’ll be the first
to admit that it’s not the most pleasant nor welcome prospect. However in
recovery one of my mains goals is to deal with life on life’s terms. I need
to accept the consequences of my actions, past and present.
I
have done a lot of damage and hurt many people through the things I have done
and said, and through what I have neglected to say or do as well. I need to
face each situation and potential confrontation with the attitude and belief
that I am living as a better person and able to accept my responsibility. I
have not been perfect in the past, nor do I expect to be in the future, but I
am prepared to do my best to make things work in the present.
It’s
humbling to admit our faults, to own up to our mistakes and to be willing to
correct our errors. Doing so with the knowledge of the support of our High
Power builds us up.
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Affirmation
Today
I will face the challenges of life with my Higher Power by my side. My best
is good enough.
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These thoughts are part of my personal journal - reflections of where I am and have been in my recovery, but also where I want to be. My words come from my heart, and moments of clarity when I am best connected with my Higher Power. May God grant you serenity in reviewing my humble beginnings and my continuing path of recovery.
Friday, 20 April 2012
April 20
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