July 11

”A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner.” English Proverb

My day usually starts by praying to God to ask Him for the strength to pick up my cross and carry it. I wear a crucifix pendant around my neck, and have pretty much since I was a teenager, but have been more conscious that it is a reminder that my Higher Power is always with me. Yet I still acknowledge that there will be challenges and difficulties that meet me each day. Being in recovery and dealing with life on life’s terms still can be daunting. I am learning how I can apply my recovery tools in many real world situations, but it still takes time and energy. The most useful tool is probably still the Serenity Prayer in helping me look at those things that are actually within my control and those that I can do nothing about. It is clear that adversity and the tests of life are the stimulation I need to keep making changes in my life. Working the steps provides opportunities to remove obstacles between me and the God of my understanding. At the same time I am gaining incredible self-awareness and the ability to feel like a whole person again. The hard work of facing life’s challenges pays off in the rewards of building my character.

Affirmation I will take on today’s challenges with the knowledge that my Higher Power is standing beside me, cheering for me to succeed, learn and grow.